coma...

I'm lost. I don't know why or when or how. I'm just lost.

I used to have plans. I used to be so organized. I used to have preferences. Now I notice myself going through everyday just for the sake of going through it. I do things because I have to and sometimes out of convenience. I don't really look forward to the next day because I know its going to be the same as today. I feel like I'm cruising through life unconsciously.

The weird thing is that I'm so busy following this pattern everyday, I have no time for other things. What other things? I don't know. I haven't thought about anything lately. This worries me a lot! I think I should go back to church...